Tuesday, September 28th: Dear Dad

Dad,

Thanks for the money. I know you can't afford a lot but it will help. I bought some paper, some stamps, some envelopes, and some stuff like shampoo and soap. I shouldn't have to ask again because Becca said she will make sure to send me money and if I can I will pay you back.

I was glad we talked on the phone. I know it had to be short so you didn't have to pay to much in phone fees for the collect call. Thanks for letting me know that your not mad at me and telling me you love me. I know we haven't always gotten along the best, and I know that I was a handful, but it means a lot to me to know you care. Tell Mom I will send her a letter too. In fact I will be writing it after I finish this one considering there isn't a lot to do in here other than read, watch TV, and write.

I went to court yesterday and they read off the charges. I looked to see if you and mom were there and have to admit I was a bit relieved you weren't. I know you say your not mad at me, but I can't help but feel a little ashamed of myself for getting in trouble like this. I know it's my fault, and that if I had listened to you or anyone else that was telling me what a fuck up I was being I wouldn't be here, but I didn't and here in jail I sit.

It's a bit scary to think about the fact I might wind up in prison for life. I think they are being a bit silly about this whole drug thing and seriously don't think it's worth putting a person in prison for life. I am supposed to have an attorney appointed to me so I hope I get a good one but all the dudes in here say the public defender sucks. Makes me wish I could afford a real attorney but I can't and I know you can't either so please don't offer. I got myself in this situation and I will take responsibility for it.

I wish they would let me smoke in here, I am dying for a cigarette but oh well I am sure I will get used to not smoking sooner or later. I just wish it wasn't so boring. If you want to send me some books or something I would appreciate it.  I think you have to send them in special, like from the book store so if it's to much of a hassle don't worry about it.

Anyway, I guess I will stop blabbing at you and get started on my letter to Mom.

Take care of yourself,

Preston.